Wrote a letter to her...

First of all thnx for the comment..yes i wrote a letter to her.. printed n put in a white cover and headed to her restaurant.. ooh man its huge rush there since its holiday today, that should be a bad move, so i had my food from other restaurant and went back to my waiting zone,, yes she came almost 11.15, just passed me, i tried to stair her but i guess i forgot to smile..i felt i'm receiving a -ve response; so again confused what to do, shall i give it or not?..its all happen in 5 minutes lap, before im getting any deception she left in bus..few seconds ... i feel very disappointed, lots of doubts..im i looking bad? or did i act as bad? or else did i made any bad move?... anyway feeling so sad, but decided to go tomorrow noon time directly to her restaurant, & will give the envelop to her by saying "dear i have a message for you"..feels at least i should have bolls to express my feelings.. whatever happens im going to do it tomorrow...