Finally ...

Saturday 2 May 2009

ooh god what have i done today? Whole day was nervous, woke up early ( night was sleepless)..yes i went to there by 12PM but before i have to met somebody which was urgent, after the meeting i thought need a relax since i was sweating unusual, seated on bench in shade of a tree..5min-10 min-15 min.. i ask why the time running fast ever than before...i could hear my heart beats..Dhak..Dhak..Dhak..its may broke the all perimeters today.. was it 200/min?

Ok.. Stand Up !!! i have given command to myself..few steps i reached the restaurant, she was right there at cash counter, but i didnt stand the “Q” which towards her..i choose the other one...
i was the last person on that line so usually she went out form the counter and involved in other jobs...3 or 4 times she passed near to me but i dont think she cared me... Idiot called myself because by nervous i ordered for big meal..i was hungry but i cannot take the meal the usual way..

took my phone and called my friend to kill my nervous in between she passed in front me, And given support to my next customer with beautiful smile...(ooh god... i need some oxygen...)

Finished my meal in hurry..went to wash..searched her she was right there at corner..after a while my foots started to head towards her...straight.... but took a left turn before few centimeter form her..i had a glass of water..just passed her and turn back n aks “hi what ur name” ? was there a fear on her eyes?? “......” ... ok...suddenly i took envelop and given to her .. i brought a message for you please read it when you get time...

I really wish i should have some magic to disappear from the scene....!! Acutely ran out from the shop..took and took a taxi..i never turned look back...

Now what? yes i’m expecting a reply..whether it -ve or +ve... waiting like ever than before i think i never worried these much even for my exam results..